Apr. 29th, 2010

usullusa: Matt from Deathnote (Default)
Remember when I said that unless I thought of something better I would start sublet hunting in New York?
I thought of something better.
It's official. I am going to Santa Cruz. I have my ticket. I have arranged for a place to stay. I have even told my parents (twice). They are freaking the fuck out.

The long and short of it is that I really miss [livejournal.com profile] xturncoatxiii and there's no reason for me not to see him if I can. I have no obligations keeping me in New York this summer, so hell to the yeah.

Plus I am so ready to be out of here. Every conversation with them my parents leaves me shaken at best and destroyed at worst. I am not sure I can explain what will be different, being a seven hour flight away from them rather than an hour drive, but I feel that it will make a big difference. This is their shit they need to deal with. I can't keep catching all their fallout.

I am, however, spending roughly three days in Connecticut between when I need to move out of my dorm and when I am flying out of JFK. I am really not looking forward to this. I am not looking forward to being repeatedly told that I am killing my parents and their deaths will be on my conscience for the rest of my life. (What a fucking twisted thing to say to your kid. That's fucking emotional terrorism.) I am not looking forward to my grandfather telling me it would have been better if they had burned alive last December. I know I am whining but it really fucking hurts.

But. My flight is booked. In twelve days I am leaving for sunnier skies. And [livejournal.com profile] xturncoatxiii and I are going to see the Iron Man 2 movie five million times together. Shut up, in my world it is the perfect date movie. Oh yeah, and we're going spend time together. That too. ... Did I mentioned about Iron Man 2?
usullusa: Matt from Deathnote (Default)
A few days ago, my esteemed comrade [livejournal.com profile] sythia messaged me in the middle of the afternoon. It went like this:

[livejournal.com profile] sythia: I need to eat

[livejournal.com profile] sythia: and

[livejournal.com profile] sythia: I am only wearing one sock

This, my friends, sums up what it is like to be an undergrad perfectly.

Also, the chatlog between [livejournal.com profile] sythia and me has officially gotten so big that my computer crashes when I try to open it.


usullusa: Matt from Deathnote (Default)

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