Aug. 5th, 2010

usullusa: Matt from Deathnote (Default)
Dear E-Diary

Today my mother shouted at me that I was destroying her life and her family and that I had brought everything going on down upon myself and I had no right to complain or accuse. This was after I in on way complained or accused, but rather explained for the third or fourth time that I didn't think it was possible for me to take extra classes because I needed to have time to work to support myself.

Then she cried about how much pain she was in all the time and passive aggressively suggested that I didn't love her. And then I was expected to comfort her, which I can't. There is nothing I can say that won't end in a fight or her shouting at me. So I simply patted her arm and said nothing, hence re-enforcing her notion that I am a heartless, emotionless dick who doesn't give a shit about her.

Too worn out to be anything but tired and resigned.

Profile

usullusa: Matt from Deathnote (Default)
missivesfromghosts

April 2011

S M T W T F S
     12
3456789
10111213141516
17181920212223
24252627282930

Style Credit

Page generated Jul. 25th, 2017 10:33 am
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags

Most Popular Tags