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Am so tired it is beyond words. Stayed up up until stupid o'clock in the morning on the phone with Clara. She was lovely and talked me down from I-don't-know-what. But I needed to have that conversation out loud, so many thanks to Clara. Then slept for two and a half hours and had to get up to do homework. I feel like my schedule leaves me no room for life crises. It's a bit annoying.

So yea, I'm a bit shaky today. I mean, because I barely slept and then couldn't stomach the [very delicious looking] breakfast I made in the morning. I have an unfortunate habit of neither sleeping nor eating when stressed. It usually doesn't help the situation.


I'm consciously trying not to swear in this post. I've been thinking about cussing and what sort of effect that has on the listener and their impression of the speaker. I know I swear every third word, but I'm starting to think that maybe I should make an effort to tone it down. It just doesn't feel classy to me anymore. Am thinking of a specific time that I heard somebody I really respect drop the f-bomb and what a lasting impression that left on me. Do other people have moments like that with me too?
What are your thoughts? Do you swear often? Do you mind that you do? Do you mind that other people do? Or, on the flip side, does it not bother you at all? Do you wish you swore less? More?